When the worst thing she never saw coming, the death of her husband, came with a vengeance, Jeanne turned to books to provide solace and guidance. What is grief? What am I experiencing? What will I experience? How long? How can I survive this? What she found was a lot of talk. What she didn't find was herself. In RIPPING OUT MY HEART, Jeanne takes you with her into the ugly, raw, irreverent, and sometimes downright funny experience of grieving her husband. Written with no filter, she'll tell you what the books don't and say what the books won't. Grief is war and war is hell. Get ready for the siege.